Beams for December

I am being headhunted today!! haha it's a good feeling because it makes me feel that I am still 'marketable'. Well, truth is, I am still bonded for another 1 and a half years. I wished that there will be a pay rise for next year, something significant to make me feel better and motivates me in my work here.

It has not been an easy year. As I read my past reflections these few months, there are so many times which I felt sick, was swarmed with work and did not wish to go to work and at an almost burn-out most times. I was left feeling emotional imbalanced yes that's right but pushing on, I continued. Social work is certainly a calling I must say. Without the passion, it is impossible to work. Without the emotion, you cannot excel in your work. With too much emotions, you get drained in no time and that's when the MC starts coming. I think I am talking about self-care. Not just the physical part but te emotional and mental as well. Once in a while, pat yourself in the back and be glad that you have done the best you can and move on from the bad feelings from your mistakes committed.

Looking ahead. I feel something bubbling inside of me. Something call excitement and anticipation. Going to be another kind of busyness next year after someone presents something shiny to me which represents his commitment to me. Well, I accept the challenge of this busyness. Once in a lifetime that is and doing all that you want to make that day all that you dream of.

Cool!

Looking forward to the short getaway this weekend and long break next week.

I am satisfied :)